Cheat or Not? Trust or Not? Bapa Yang Kekalku.

I found out somethings are so dam important to me. I think my own baby is cheating on me. She sms her ex bf back, and she keep on tell in the message " I hope one when i ask you that thing, hope to get the answer from you " And keep on write other stuff. It's makes me piss off because i asked her to tell the truth but she dont want too because she say this " I ask him to dont say dont know because everytime i ask him go badminton, he say dont know. " This so unreasonable answer. She tell me and promise me dont sms him anymore. But she continue. I keep on crying in my heart now. I so sayang her, she do this. I ask that Jordan, but she angry when i called that ex bf of her, "Jordan" . Today really a dam bad day for me. When i sms other girl as normal chat, asking normal things also get scold for 10 hours, but this i scold her for 1 hours. If she love me she wont say everytime she feel got bad things going to happen between us. Dam sad. I everytime when sad asking in my heart " Bapa, Bapa, Manamu? Saya ingin jumpa bapa. Saya tengah menjerit untuk meminta bapa pertolongan. Bapa! Bapa! Tolong! Saya minta pertolongan. Saya yang sedang berada di depan bapa punya pintu. Bukakanlah pintu, pintu! Saya cinta mu bapa, tolong ku. Tolong ku, aku berada dalam kesakitan. Bukakan pintu! Bukakan pintu mu bapa yang kekal! Saya sayang dan cintu mu bapa. Tolong! " Lord Jesus! HELP! I love her and i love you LORD that you had put her in my life. I love ROBIN, I love LIK FUNG, I love CK, I love My FATHER! Help. Im crying out loud at my heart. Crying to tear's on my lovely bible. I cry because they all loved me. A pure love i never had before in my life. A love that cant never buy using money. Cant buy use a lie. I love them so much. I grow every time in my life. I am a boy that you have put a new seed in me. I love you LORD. I hope this time i really trust her always.

This is a clip when a flash back about our family member in church.
This clip always flash back when i ask lord for help. So i hope you guys love it.

Mun Fatt....

Hey mun fatt, sylvia read your blog...and she told me that you miss us alot...Dont worry la, we are back already, and we will always spend time alright?...In my heart you are always my brother. After when you come back from camp leh, then we go hang kai, because my car ready soon already...i wont forget you kay...hope you enjoy your camp....^^

Today at church......

Today at church receive alot advice.
I guess. God speaking too me.
Well. Happy to see alot people at church again.
^^