Saturday, May 30, 2009

How i miss the funny and memories!

Haha, i can tell you guys somethings that i love to do.
Last time got a person teach me, if i say something to make people angry then they ask us to repeat by saying " SAY AGAIN "
The person reply " AGAIN "
LOL!

Hmm, also got 1 story, my friend told me. His name is Eason.
Emm,
First, there is a husband and wife wanted to make love.
So the husband when and buy that thing ( ****** ) because he dont want his wife to get pregnant. So he buy and open it was a green colour, and he when back to the store and change back to other colour but dont want green.
Suddenly the ( ****** ) was black colour, and so he do, the wife was pregnant even thoe with that ( ****** ). Haha!
Suddenly they born out the son was black colour. Then years past by, the husband and wife has 2 normal children and 1 black children. The 2 normal small brother's always ask the big brother why he is black. So one day the black child when and go see the father and ask why is her black!

The father reply, SHUT UP YOU! You almost turn green!

HAHAHAHAHA....

Do you all care for the people that lie to you, or you care for the people that when away?

Today, when i wake up, i saw my T-Shirt from CROSSOVER. [Church ]
Then, i go toilet, wash my face, and take a long bath. After that, i go find the T-Shirt from CROSSOVER (BLACK COLOUR). I can't find it, but i just saw it.

Then i wear another shirt, and go out and drive to office. When i driving, i saw the small little cross at my car. [ SYLVIA GIVE ME THAT THINGS ]. Then, i ask myself, why everytime i go away from my church family member's, i will feel something different. Sometime like, no more feelings. Being back the old me. But, i dont understand. It's because i left church, having alot nice friend's being beside me. Certain friend's.

Haiz, tell you all guys a, when i think back with SYLVIA, i can't believe, that alot bad things happen. Plus, there is alot of cheat infront of me also sometimes. I never have the topic to fight, but she always does. Don't know what reason for. Haiz, now, even my own closes family member at church dont even believe me at all. Sometimes you think i want like this????
You think i like this kinda person????

When i say i really love GOD, means I REALLY DO!
But it makes me very confuse. I dont want anybody leave church, instate i leaving!
Haiz. I dont want to be bad understand or not all? I memang wanna be good. But, THERE IS ALWAYS ONE THING MAKING ME GOOD! ITS MYSELF AND ******.

GRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
I will never be the same as last time anymore. I DONT CARE!!!
WHO CAN CHANGE ME??? WHO??? TELL ME!!!!!!

Monday, May 25, 2009

Freaking EMO! Thinking about what a?

WHAT THE HELL?

Now you trying to abuse me pulak...

What the hell? What i do now? So you are jealous?
OK then its ok for you...if you think im trying to do stupid stuff then ok...up to u...
You say you got information about me...ok...who is the bugger...
Let me find me, and ask him to tell me what he wanna say? So what the hell happen?
Is what wrong in your head? I dont care about you anymore, i dont care...
Because im tired getting scold for no reason...
I wont care about anything.....
I wanna be with my friends.....
You can do what ever you want....
You can go out with other guys like you like....
I dont know what's going on with your head...
If you dont trust me, then whatever...
I dont care.....!!!!!! Stop using my bloody name for a "ASS!" ABUSER!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Zzz Morning driving car to office...



Early the morning drive to office. Dam tired, these days head very pain...dont know why....
Haiz!
My head Hurt's!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Sometimes love somebody that hate's you?

I was the one that never created the fight's.
I was the one who i sitting down by the sea side.
Thinking there was a place for myself.
If you still think that i am useless then it's alright.

--------END--------

Argh, my car, so shinny~~
I wanna get a second car, it's gonna be Satria Neo.
Wahuuuu....
Now i almost have 3 month payment slip, so i going to get loan's, because my payment is very high now~~
Got two car's when im still studying and working at the same time?~~~
WAHOO~~
Some people think that my own friends are important, but actually got to see thou, when i am not with ( HER ), i hang out with friends lo, but if ( HER ) got always with me, of coz i will always be with ( HER ),
My first things in my life is ----------

GOD, (Of coz i still believe
Family,
Relationship, Friendship.
DUHHH~~~~
Haha!

Since my car come back a long time ago, i dint go every place much, maybe just hang out with ALEX CHEW, Our old time competition singer at CROSSOVER, and Bao Ying. And, Brandon, and also my another friend name ALEX.

= ="

Tmr got go time square, so i take off day, going to sing K with friends, so shock got 1 girl from segi subang dont know me, and i also never see her before but she is going to hang out with us. LOL! Whatever!

I now most need things is Time for my other FRIENDS~!

----END----

Monday, May 18, 2009

I still care.....

I won't know why i still care,
But i try to forget about you, when you say "leave me"
But, when i trying to forget you, and doing all the stuff to forget about you,
I still can't.

Everytime here your blog song, i keep on remembering our good side.
I always dream about we going back to the sweetest memories but not the bad one's.
When you went surabaya, i keep on telling myself, i am always alone.
Because I STILL CARE.

I care is still because i always remember the nicest memories is going to genting with you.
When at night you holding my hand walking around.
When at night you teach me doing the blog colours thing.
Sometimes, just wanna start a fresh memories with you, but sometimes imposible.
I already try my best to forget you, but until now, dont know how?

I also still remember when i was watching tv, you will hug me beside me,
taking photo with me.
The reason, i don't want to delete the photo at my facebook, its because it brings me the sweetest memories of my life until my death.
I guess, this is what i can say much things.
I still care about YOU.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Walao CLOSE GAME YESTEDAY!

CHELSEA VS BARCELONA 2.30AM - [6 MAY 2009] - CHAMPION LEAGUE SEMI FINAL




Aw, yesterday! First Chelsea leading! By 1 score, 1 half enter, then second half 90.00+ [3.56]
After the second half 90.00+[4.00] ( I think so, not sure about the time ), Barcelona!, make a amazing GOAL.

I was shock because when Chelsea play at Barcelona (HOME) they it was [ 0 - 0 ]

But when Barcelona played at Chealsea (HOME), Chealsea leading but lose at last.

I though that my favorite team will win but LOSE!

It's OK CHELSEA! Next time we will be better! One team, One heart! Never give up!
Even thou, i am sad but every Chelsea fan is also sad, but keep our spirits up!

Football Rocks! I love it! [ 100% No betting On It! ] [Just enjoy the game!]

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Actually I am Good Or Bad Person?

If i am bad person, haiz, I rather dont want to be.....

If i am good person, haiz, then i rather be....

But if i am good person, then why i still dont go back CYC?

Why i keep on doing the bad things?

Then why must keep on telling 1000 lies to cover up the 1 lies?

Then should i do the right thing or not?

You know what i think?


I think, I should, DO some action, for GOD to see....
At the same time, repen, and continue to have fire for GOD like last time,
Just forget about the past and have a star for your faith....
Plus, Keep on moving forward for your future....
FROM NOW ON, MORE ACTION THEN TALKING!
NO MORE BAD NICK!
GO BACK FOR GOOD NICK!
NO MORE SATAN!
NO DEVIL!
ALL THIS SATAN AND DEVIL IS BULLSHIT!
TIME FOR MY OWN FIRE TO GO BACK TO GOD TO FIGHT FOR HIM!