Kaboo! Fine art work!

Today. Decision. And What Happen.

Today i went to the temple and help Eve. Then suddenly i saw her dont care what i did, then i dint do anything lo. So when i go back that time, she suddenly sms me that i scold her. I dint scold her at all. I was moody but i never scold her. I told her i wont scold her. But she still say i scold her. Then nvm lo. So suddenly she dont want talk to me. And she sms me shut up.

You know what i think? I dam dam sad in my life now. Being in my room, alone, feel like crying. I first time get this kinda feeling you know? Now i don't know what will i do next. I feel so lost you know? Now if she dont want to see me anymore, then i cant just stop my college and run back to johor. I rather go cry at my father grave yard and say sorry. I so down now. I can't smile but i can cry. I love her so much you all know that. I no lie, i do everything ad to love her. Now she call me to just keep away from her. I so sad a!!!!!!!! If i keep on continue writing this blog i will cry more. I so sad a. I wish i have my brother with me now. What should i do now? T_T

I very sad le. I lost alot people in my life ad.

Haix, i dont know how to get over this pic.
I lost alot of ppl ad. How. I dont know.

Last sunday and monday we celebrate SAM's Birthday

Happy birthday to you SAM.
I wish you happiness and success in life.
It was the best night ever when celebrating SAM birthday because we can get together with our friend's. We went to Nga Nga San, then we went to Cyber Cafe.
Monday, at night celebrate it at Pandan Indah, Restoran Dolphin.
Happy BIRTHDAY~ SAM~
^^

Make a change of ourself, and we can make a different's.

The Blessing I get from GOD. Thank's GOD. Muackx.

It's been awhile that i haven't been updating my blog. Alot of thing's has change and my life has been totaly lost. These few month's and week's, has been my good and bad day's. Why i say so? Because that, my mother has bring me to a new church at PJ, called the " Abridged Church " [ If i'm not mistaken. ] But even thou i when that gathering and church, it doesn't has the love that i have before in CYC. Some times it makes me think back about the good time and bad times with my old friend's. Maybe i had put a wrong blaming people about thing's. I had start mixing back with my old and long friend's. My mum wanted me to stay at the church she bring me but i still can't feel the love yet. Anyways, time past by very fast. Birthday is coming. Today when i was driving, i thought of my birthday. Last time i got alot people love and pray for me when my birthday. Now i left few friend's but still i appriciate the things that i have now. I can really see GOD love me very much. Today i can feel GOD give me a sign, that where ever i go, he will always be there to support me and lift me up high to go for my dreams. What i am going to do for GOD is, the things i had promise, is to live in a christian life and not letting my life get destroy. As time past by, my thinking also has changed. On my head always, studies. studies and studies. Other then that, computer, computer and computer. Moreover, i am concentrating on my goal's and dreams to be a successful owner of my mum's company. I wish from GOD a last wish is to celebrate my coming birthday soon with all the person i loved and lost, so we all could be happy.

Make a change of ourself, and we can make a different's.

LISTEN [ to : someone ]

Dont know why that night alex chew sms me you scold him, so i called you and ask you what's up, and you reply " nothing la "
And i said " why scold alex " and you reply " i love a and nothing about your consent "

I got one word for you, i saw your blog and you love to hang out with other guy's friend right? good, then dont need to come find this friend also....
because simply hate me for no reason....
very good...smart.....

lucky, i was not stupid, i talk with my ex on the phone and i heard she when clubbing and i was talking talking...and i feel the person can only understand me is only GOD, and HER!
she last time with me 8 months and she understand what i mean, but i also know what i do....

LIM POH YENG, you very geng a, i am the one who as a friend teach you snooker, now go play with other friends and simply hate this friend.....very nice...
you can continue....
no point for me to write this blog already....
you told alex chew wanna go to brandon side and hate me? i tell you one thing...
brandon dint hate me....
if he do, then i no point also keep on give you hate....
you no thank me but also hate me for no reason....funny like shit....
i dont know what to say already....

The Night With Bao Ying, Alex, And Me...

How i miss the funny and memories!

Haha, i can tell you guys somethings that i love to do.
Last time got a person teach me, if i say something to make people angry then they ask us to repeat by saying " SAY AGAIN "
The person reply " AGAIN "
LOL!

Hmm, also got 1 story, my friend told me. His name is Eason.
Emm,
First, there is a husband and wife wanted to make love.
So the husband when and buy that thing ( ****** ) because he dont want his wife to get pregnant. So he buy and open it was a green colour, and he when back to the store and change back to other colour but dont want green.
Suddenly the ( ****** ) was black colour, and so he do, the wife was pregnant even thoe with that ( ****** ). Haha!
Suddenly they born out the son was black colour. Then years past by, the husband and wife has 2 normal children and 1 black children. The 2 normal small brother's always ask the big brother why he is black. So one day the black child when and go see the father and ask why is her black!

The father reply, SHUT UP YOU! You almost turn green!

HAHAHAHAHA....

Do you all care for the people that lie to you, or you care for the people that when away?

Today, when i wake up, i saw my T-Shirt from CROSSOVER. [Church ]
Then, i go toilet, wash my face, and take a long bath. After that, i go find the T-Shirt from CROSSOVER (BLACK COLOUR). I can't find it, but i just saw it.

Then i wear another shirt, and go out and drive to office. When i driving, i saw the small little cross at my car. [ SYLVIA GIVE ME THAT THINGS ]. Then, i ask myself, why everytime i go away from my church family member's, i will feel something different. Sometime like, no more feelings. Being back the old me. But, i dont understand. It's because i left church, having alot nice friend's being beside me. Certain friend's.

Haiz, tell you all guys a, when i think back with SYLVIA, i can't believe, that alot bad things happen. Plus, there is alot of cheat infront of me also sometimes. I never have the topic to fight, but she always does. Don't know what reason for. Haiz, now, even my own closes family member at church dont even believe me at all. Sometimes you think i want like this????
You think i like this kinda person????

When i say i really love GOD, means I REALLY DO!
But it makes me very confuse. I dont want anybody leave church, instate i leaving!
Haiz. I dont want to be bad understand or not all? I memang wanna be good. But, THERE IS ALWAYS ONE THING MAKING ME GOOD! ITS MYSELF AND ******.

GRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
I will never be the same as last time anymore. I DONT CARE!!!
WHO CAN CHANGE ME??? WHO??? TELL ME!!!!!!

Freaking EMO! Thinking about what a?

WHAT THE HELL?

Now you trying to abuse me pulak...

What the hell? What i do now? So you are jealous?
OK then its ok for you...if you think im trying to do stupid stuff then ok...up to u...
You say you got information about me...ok...who is the bugger...
Let me find me, and ask him to tell me what he wanna say? So what the hell happen?
Is what wrong in your head? I dont care about you anymore, i dont care...
Because im tired getting scold for no reason...
I wont care about anything.....
I wanna be with my friends.....
You can do what ever you want....
You can go out with other guys like you like....
I dont know what's going on with your head...
If you dont trust me, then whatever...
I dont care.....!!!!!! Stop using my bloody name for a "ASS!" ABUSER!

Zzz Morning driving car to office...

Early the morning drive to office. Dam tired, these days head very pain...dont know why....
Haiz!
My head Hurt's!

Sometimes love somebody that hate's you?

I was the one that never created the fight's.
I was the one who i sitting down by the sea side.
Thinking there was a place for myself.
If you still think that i am useless then it's alright.

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Argh, my car, so shinny~~
I wanna get a second car, it's gonna be Satria Neo.
Wahuuuu....
Now i almost have 3 month payment slip, so i going to get loan's, because my payment is very high now~~
Got two car's when im still studying and working at the same time?~~~
WAHOO~~
Some people think that my own friends are important, but actually got to see thou, when i am not with ( HER ), i hang out with friends lo, but if ( HER ) got always with me, of coz i will always be with ( HER ),
My first things in my life is ----------

GOD, (Of coz i still believe
Family,
Relationship, Friendship.
DUHHH~~~~
Haha!

Since my car come back a long time ago, i dint go every place much, maybe just hang out with ALEX CHEW, Our old time competition singer at CROSSOVER, and Bao Ying. And, Brandon, and also my another friend name ALEX.

= ="

Tmr got go time square, so i take off day, going to sing K with friends, so shock got 1 girl from segi subang dont know me, and i also never see her before but she is going to hang out with us. LOL! Whatever!

I now most need things is Time for my other FRIENDS~!

----END----

I still care.....

I won't know why i still care,
But i try to forget about you, when you say "leave me"
But, when i trying to forget you, and doing all the stuff to forget about you,
I still can't.

Everytime here your blog song, i keep on remembering our good side.
I always dream about we going back to the sweetest memories but not the bad one's.
When you went surabaya, i keep on telling myself, i am always alone.
Because I STILL CARE.

I care is still because i always remember the nicest memories is going to genting with you.
When at night you holding my hand walking around.
When at night you teach me doing the blog colours thing.
Sometimes, just wanna start a fresh memories with you, but sometimes imposible.
I already try my best to forget you, but until now, dont know how?

I also still remember when i was watching tv, you will hug me beside me,
taking photo with me.
The reason, i don't want to delete the photo at my facebook, its because it brings me the sweetest memories of my life until my death.
I guess, this is what i can say much things.
I still care about YOU.

Walao CLOSE GAME YESTEDAY!

CHELSEA VS BARCELONA 2.30AM - [6 MAY 2009] - CHAMPION LEAGUE SEMI FINAL




Aw, yesterday! First Chelsea leading! By 1 score, 1 half enter, then second half 90.00+ [3.56]
After the second half 90.00+[4.00] ( I think so, not sure about the time ), Barcelona!, make a amazing GOAL.

I was shock because when Chelsea play at Barcelona (HOME) they it was [ 0 - 0 ]

But when Barcelona played at Chealsea (HOME), Chealsea leading but lose at last.

I though that my favorite team will win but LOSE!

It's OK CHELSEA! Next time we will be better! One team, One heart! Never give up!
Even thou, i am sad but every Chelsea fan is also sad, but keep our spirits up!

Football Rocks! I love it! [ 100% No betting On It! ] [Just enjoy the game!]

Actually I am Good Or Bad Person?

If i am bad person, haiz, I rather dont want to be.....

If i am good person, haiz, then i rather be....

But if i am good person, then why i still dont go back CYC?

Why i keep on doing the bad things?

Then why must keep on telling 1000 lies to cover up the 1 lies?

Then should i do the right thing or not?

You know what i think?

I think, I should, DO some action, for GOD to see....

At the same time, repen, and continue to have fire for GOD like last time,

Just forget about the past and have a star for your faith....

Plus, Keep on moving forward for your future....

FROM NOW ON, MORE ACTION THEN TALKING!

NO MORE BAD NICK!

GO BACK FOR GOOD NICK!

NO MORE SATAN!

NO DEVIL!

ALL THIS SATAN AND DEVIL IS BULLSHIT!

TIME FOR MY OWN FIRE TO GO BACK TO GOD TO FIGHT FOR HIM!

爱一个人好难， 我爱我的妈妈。。。。。 T.T

爱一个人好难，
Because ne?

爱的人会 hurt 你 the heart....
If say real la, 我有爱国一个人.....
But, she not love me anymore liao....
如果爱是很痛，这么要爱 ne?
Sometimes 我们要爱一格人，要24 Hours, Love de ma?
如果克一给我舒恩者，我要爱一格人，that 不回不理开我。

我有一格艾德人，谈诗，它离开我很久，谈诗，我也还爱他。
谈诗，我的肝绝不一样。 Because, 我有很多盆油，very care about 我。

谈诗者么要有人还不死缓我 as a friend ne?

爱又恨多问题。。。。。。
如果将我的 life.....
i am grow up, so i now need to take over alot of things....
because, 我的妈妈不俗副。。。。
我的妈妈跟我讲，如果他。。。。。。。
我要这字爱着自。。。。。
我的妈妈真的不俗副。。。。
so 如果，the time has come for me, to take over 我的妈妈的功桌。。。。。

Cacat de 华友。。。。。。

周杰倫 說好的幸福呢

( 周杰倫 說好的幸福呢 )

A Promise for happiness. This title also very meaningful de.
I found it at Jay Chou, Songs title.
And i watch the video clip. Actually is about finding "Where is the promised happiness"
I watch it at www.youtube.com.
If you want the link i have it. But the person who upload that video is "Nongbebe"
Here you go.
Hope you enjoy to see that meaningful music clip.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIDW8G5l9RI&feature=related

Zhe Me Ai Yi Ge Ren Hui Tong?

Ni ai yi ge ren hui tong ne? Hui hen xing fu ne? Hui hen fan ma?

Ru guo shi, wo ye shi. Bu shi ni yi ge ren. Dan shi, ni ye yao ze yang?

Wo zhi ji ye bu zhe dao.

Haiz!!

Hen fan. Wo ai na ge ren hui ai sang wo de ma?

Pian de ai?

Wo ye bu zhe dao.

Haiz!!

Cheat or Not? Trust or Not? Bapa Yang Kekalku.

I found out somethings are so dam important to me. I think my own baby is cheating on me. She sms her ex bf back, and she keep on tell in the message " I hope one when i ask you that thing, hope to get the answer from you " And keep on write other stuff. It's makes me piss off because i asked her to tell the truth but she dont want too because she say this " I ask him to dont say dont know because everytime i ask him go badminton, he say dont know. " This so unreasonable answer. She tell me and promise me dont sms him anymore. But she continue. I keep on crying in my heart now. I so sayang her, she do this. I ask that Jordan, but she angry when i called that ex bf of her, "Jordan" . Today really a dam bad day for me. When i sms other girl as normal chat, asking normal things also get scold for 10 hours, but this i scold her for 1 hours. If she love me she wont say everytime she feel got bad things going to happen between us. Dam sad. I everytime when sad asking in my heart " Bapa, Bapa, Manamu? Saya ingin jumpa bapa. Saya tengah menjerit untuk meminta bapa pertolongan. Bapa! Bapa! Tolong! Saya minta pertolongan. Saya yang sedang berada di depan bapa punya pintu. Bukakanlah pintu, pintu! Saya cinta mu bapa, tolong ku. Tolong ku, aku berada dalam kesakitan. Bukakan pintu! Bukakan pintu mu bapa yang kekal! Saya sayang dan cintu mu bapa. Tolong! " Lord Jesus! HELP! I love her and i love you LORD that you had put her in my life. I love ROBIN, I love LIK FUNG, I love CK, I love My FATHER! Help. Im crying out loud at my heart. Crying to tear's on my lovely bible. I cry because they all loved me. A pure love i never had before in my life. A love that cant never buy using money. Cant buy use a lie. I love them so much. I grow every time in my life. I am a boy that you have put a new seed in me. I love you LORD. I hope this time i really trust her always.

This is a clip when a flash back about our family member in church.
This clip always flash back when i ask lord for help. So i hope you guys love it.

Mun Fatt....

Hey mun fatt, sylvia read your blog...and she told me that you miss us alot...Dont worry la, we are back already, and we will always spend time alright?...In my heart you are always my brother. After when you come back from camp leh, then we go hang kai, because my car ready soon already...i wont forget you kay...hope you enjoy your camp....^^

Today at church......

Today at church receive alot advice.
I guess. God speaking too me.
Well. Happy to see alot people at church again.
^^

So long dint write blog.....

Blogging is fun. alot of fun. depends what you write and show on it.
sometimes i read people blog i dont understand at all.....
but sometimes it doesnt make sense....
well yesterday was a shocking day...
i when to buy a ticket movie for street fighter, and i saw ee woon...
i tot i was dreaming...
but when i rub my eyes.....
it is really her...
at the same time....haha dam funny lah....
so long time dint see her already....lols....
well.....she was trying to buy a ticket movie for love matter.....
lols...funny movie i think so....not sure thoe....
well, life is full of mystery.....and wonders....
and miricals tooo.....haha.......

I dont want to play LUNA ONLINE WITH LC PEOPLE

i dont want to play that stupid game already because got people lc me.
whatever la.
not interested.
i know you very geng.
no need say me.
i really lazy hear you say dual dual.
i really sienz.
i dont know what to say.
whatever.
zzzz.

A heart of worship and going back.

What decision should i do?
I so long time dint go church, should i return?
Anyways i also was change at church, and i love everyone there.
I guess i will go back.
Maybe.
Give me time after the past. I want to start to repen.
Sorry Heart 11, I WONT FAILED YOU.
SORRY LIK FUNG
SORRY CK
SORRY CHARLIE.
I will be back soon.

My days

My days are great but sometimes it sucks. Even thoe i have everything in my life, but dont think i have it with greatfully coz, i still have alot of problems. Problems doesn't just go and come, it always on the job. Who's on the job you ask?

SATANS!

Hate them so much. This kinda SATANS, are the stupid and wasting time to go against GOD will and power. GOD is almighty. GOD is our saviour. Jesus is our saviour. Well, actually my days really suck much, but then i do have alot friends and family member's to support me. Especially i have Sylvia on my side supporting me by my side. Same goes to my another family member, CYC. Well, i love everyone just hate one things.

SATANS!

Intro?

The Start Of My Blog [ Intro ]

NAME : Nicholas Lim Tao Chun
AGE : 18
HATE : People that backstabs me even thoe i done nothing wrong
LOVE : DEAR DEAR, Family Member, Friends, CG, CHURCH, etc etc
EMAIL or MSN : linkinpark882@hotmail.com
nicholaslim1990@hotmail.com
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FRIENDSTER : http://www.friendster.com/nicklovegod
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Hope to know more of you guys out there to be my friend^^